Jeeves' Diary

No wonder for those finally swallowed red pills, the feeling of had been trapped previously is hard to get aware of – it requires a courage to face the truth and being determined in your choice. The kind of frustration between what one has just realized to what one had been suggested – is quite natural as the after-effect resulted from going out of the system that had turned out to be primarily fallacious. This feeling of double-sided nature: first, an alleviation as the fact you are finally free and, secondly, fear + uncertainty and feeling abandoned.
However, hypothetically, how many of those strongly determined to know the truth would be numbered, if every one had been offered to make a Neo-like choice? Seems, an absolute minority. Fear as an oldest of all human instincts + upcoming psychic-shaking factor would prevail in absolute majority of the cases - the refusal to drink red pills. Being enslaved but well-fed, what previously had ruled anti-Moses rebels to get back to the 'matrix' of Egypt, despite of all proofs of their non-occasional liberation that they saw. As it often, human mind gets fearful and refusing to go beyond commonly taught patterns of behavior: being back to feel physically safer, being counted like cattle of draught, digitalized, losing self-identity and became useful 'cipher' – seem more suitable to many individuals.



In other movie ' Nirvana' by Gabriele Salvatores, the hero after having experienced lots of colorful deja vu – not distinctive as to trace them, then tie it to some comprehensive chain of events, but distinctive enough for being able to predict what approximate way it would happen next – starts at last realizing of something wrong in the world he lives in. Very probably, he is not such a lunatic as he had thought of himself for all this time. Next, due to the script of the movie, he finally got enlightened because of the fact he is right about what had felt : he actually lives in a RPG-like simulated reality, for he had got recently an exhausting proof. That's why his deja-vus are nonrandom: they far more than just an awareness of the lunatic. After knowing it, he immediately decides to reveal the secret to her gir-friend, in order to help her get enlightened likewise. She agrees, smirking and half-sceptical, yet thinking that he, probably, still wants to entertain her this way. Next. He opens a door in the wardrobe and asks her in. What she see next shocked her and made her speechless: an endless black eternity with lighting bolts and lines on which shiny devices rushing to and fro. He closed the door. Then their dialogue goes on like:
'Now you see what actually our reality is' – he said. - You have known the truth.'
She seems silent, shocked and completely frustrated of what she just has seen. Next, a glimpse of smirk forced through her stupefaction, appeared on her face:
' Reality? What the knowledge of reality for? Wish I'd not know it at all! I know only what I feel. I know only one - I have to go to my hairdresser.'